Need to vent, m/c mentioned

[mystik817]

So as you can see in my signature, we are awaiting the miscarriage to physically start. But though my HCG was really low yesterday and progesterone was already decreasing, today my breasts are still sore and I am still getting the O type pains I have since aweek after the IUI. So WTF I say to my defective body!!!! Why must it be so hard to get pg then so much harder to stay that way!! And why must you (body) keep reminding me that I was pg and that you were too eff'd up to stay that way!!!! Why can't this be quick and not linger!! Why oh why do I have to go through this for the third time!!wasn't the first two enough!!?? Then to finally have a beautiful daughter and be given the false hope that I figured out the key (progesterone) only to have you fail me again when there was enough progesterone this time!! What is your problem??!! Why must you make me doubt my worth as a woman?? Well screw you body, I am finished with your game! I leave this game knowing that though you have won three times, I have won once... And she is worth more to me than you will ever will!!!

[Samie]

I'm soooo sorry Misty!
Sending lots and lots of prayers and positive thoughts your way!

:hugs:

[Cassie05]

Sorry about your loss. That would be terribly frustrating. I will be thinking of you and sorry again.

[natalie24]

i am so so sorry for your loss,i know no words can take away your pain.xxxhugsxxx

[Chula]

I am so sorry we are going through the same thing and progestrone is the problem as well. Mine were back to back losses..be careful you might just ovulate 2 weeks later as I did. When you say linger do you mean before you start to miscarry I went through it and it took only 3 days to start now I am in pain emotionally becasue I know I am actually going through the process..now.
I am SOOOOOOOOOOO sorry sweetie this does take a toll on ones body and most of all mentally!! You take care and if you ever need to talk PM me it helps alot to talk talk talk even if its about nothing!!! Take care.

[JustinsMama]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I too have had 1 successful pregnancy and 4 losses. It is beyond frustrating. Have you had recurrent loss testing? If not, it might be a good idea. ((hugs))

[Aimzers]

I am so sorry Misty! It's cruel how our bodies work. Please know that you are in my thoughts.

[Garden_Smurf78]

I am so so so sorry for your loss.

[~Traci~]

Misty I'm so sorry

[xkwizit]

I'm so sorry! Praying you find the strength to get through this!

[Jeanmarie2009]

I'm so sorry for your loss.

[mystik817]

Thank you everyone. I just want to get this over with and the physical part hasn't started yet! I am still getting O type pains and my breasts are sore, so I still feel pg even though I am not going to be for long. It's really emotional to feel this and then know whats coming.

Chula- I am so sorry we are having to go through this. HUGS

[Chula]

Misty it took me 4 days and I started passing it on Saturday and continue and today is monday so give it some time and try to relax (as hard as it is I know) and then your body will do it naturally! WE are here if even to just talk. or you can PM me ok!

[charisse**]

Misty I am SO sorry ! HUGS.

[asparx]

Misty I am so sorry. ((HUGS))