OK, so here's the deal. I used to SI a lot when I was younger, but it has tapered off in the last few years. I usually only do it once a year, or less. Lately, I've noticed somthing about myself that is worrysome. When reading about SI or just about generic topic, I sometimes get triggerred. At that point, you would think that I would turn of the computer and walk away so as not to make it worse, but instead, I've been reading more and more triggerring things and just "losing myself" in the feeling. I haven't actually done anything yet, but I've also noticed that I've had a few down days due to issues that DH and I have been having TTC. I guess I'm just wondering if any of you ever indulge yourselves in being triggerred and almost letting things slip. I don't know how else to explain it. Should I be thinking about seeing a therapist again?
Julie
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Dx PCOS March 2003
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Dx MFI September 2004 - non-obstructive azoospermia (zero sperm)
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I think if these thoughts are running in your head it is better to get help now, before you get yourself into a really bad situation, and then you may not be able to think clear and actually go for help.
keep us posted k.
(((((many hugs)))))
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I'm doing fine. It was just one of those things that happens in an instant and suddenly, you find yourself back in a place that you hated to be. I guess I'll just have to be careful from now on and monitor things more closely. It's one of those moments when you realise that you are never really cured from depression and it's "accessories", just managing it.
Julie
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Married August 24, 2002
Anovulatory, acne and weight gain since 1999
Dx PCOS March 2003
TTC #1 since January 2004
Dx MFI September 2004 - non-obstructive azoospermia (zero sperm)
1700mg Metformin
150mg Effexor XR
Prenatal vitamins
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I am glad you are doing better! I know how hard it is cause you never really forget those feeling you have from being down so low.
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When you get the triggers maybe you could do something to distract yourself from the thoughts? ((((HUGS))))
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SI - may be triggerring 
