I am sorry you are feeling alone. I understand where you are right now. I felt completly alone and worthless myself before I surrendered my life to the Lord. Since I have made Jesus the Lord of my life he has healed me from my depression. With Him all things are possible. Philippians 4:13 I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. I pray you find peace and fullfilment in your life.
Stacy
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Oh, I wish I could be there right now to give you a hug. I seem to follow a few people around the boards because they make me laugh or they seem alot like me and you are one that I always check in on. (Not to sound like a stalker ) I hope you feel better soon, please hang in there. }}}}}HUGS{{{{{.
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I normallly just lurk but I want to tell you-I'm saying a prayer for you right now. I see from the boards you are going thru some very difficult times. I don't have any advise for you but I will listen if you want to post.
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I so understand how you feel.I am married with 2 great kids.But From time to time I feel very alone and that no one really understand.Ithink my DH gets fed up with my depression.Sometimes I want to yell at him it isnt my fault and I am taking the meds I need to do.It just frustrates me.There have been times where I also just want to runaway for a bit.Take a vacation just for me to relax and find me.But I am not able to do that with all the things i have going in my life.I have one close friend but her plate is full also so we dont see each other much.It is just so hard..
I wish I could give ya a hug to help because I can relate.Take care of your self
just got back from my doctors appointment- yes, i cried at her- and she gave me 2 prescriptions, one an antidepressant, and the other shegave when i asked her about something immediate, cause i have been thinking about driving into a tractor-trailer lately.
i have to wait ont he immediate med until i get home from bringing my kiddo home, but there is relief on the way!
thank god!
thanks for all the replies to my cries of pain.
jen
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Winter- 1983-1998
Tiger- 1986 & Jeroth-1988
loved by Mark 1994
stepmommy to:
Mark- 1988,Josh- 1990 & Kris- 1991
highest weight- 188 in november 2003, now 142!
hopeful goal weight- 130-135
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Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.
I hurt when I read things like this because I know the feeling {{{{}}}} Being on an antidepressant really helped me, so i'm glad you saw your doctor {{{}}}
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i'm so sorry your going thru all of this right now. Big super tight hugs. If want someone to talk to feel free to add me toyour buddy list on yahoo. or email me at dak29ga@yahoo.com
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de
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oh, gals, i am so weepy right now, that you all made me cry. its my 10th anniversary this friday, and i just opened a card from my aunt that made me cry.
watching vidieos of the wedding is something i cant do, because my son gave me away, and died 4 years later. its a very hard past i have.
this is what the card said.
outside;
10 years
thats a lot of good morning kisses, goodnight kisses, and everything in between...
lots of time to really know each other--
to love the better and overlook the worse...
lots of reasons to be proud and grateful.
inside;
congratulations
handwritten;
what a special day it was- 10 years ago! i'm glad we could be there. the years havnt been easy for you, but i pray that the next 10 years will find you living with lots of 'betters'.
it made me cry.
jen
__________________ proud mommy to:
Winter- 1983-1998
Tiger- 1986 & Jeroth-1988
loved by Mark 1994
stepmommy to:
Mark- 1988,Josh- 1990 & Kris- 1991
highest weight- 188 in november 2003, now 142!
hopeful goal weight- 130-135
joined SC 11-06-2003 under different user name
Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.
Bancher we are rooting for you, hold your head up, you are not alone, and you are special. I will pray for you and I am so sorry about your loss. My brother gave me away, and he is no longer with us, I miss him terribly. God bless!
All of you ladies make me cry. Because you are so supportive and aren't judgemental when someone is going through hard times. You all feel like real sisters, like the sister I've never had.
exactly! my sister and i rarely see each other, even though we live maybe 15 minutes away. she hasnt seen my weightloss yet.
i have never really had a 'girlfriend' relationship, where we sit and chat daily about this and that and things that really matter, as well as the goofy stuff.
thats what sisterhood is about. i dont have that with my 'sister', but i have it with all my 'cysters'.
thank all of you.
jen
__________________ proud mommy to:
Winter- 1983-1998
Tiger- 1986 & Jeroth-1988
loved by Mark 1994
stepmommy to:
Mark- 1988,Josh- 1990 & Kris- 1991
highest weight- 188 in november 2003, now 142!
hopeful goal weight- 130-135
joined SC 11-06-2003 under different user name
Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.
so alone right now 
) I hope you feel better soon, please hang in there. }}}}}HUGS{{{{{.
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