Vivicascars

Hi..
Well, I'm new here and i came across the site through endless research into PCOS. Myself and my husband have been trying for a baby for four years and nothing was happening, So off i trotted to the doctors to see what was wrong.

Hundreds of bloodtests got sent off and came back abnormal levels of hormones. Periods became more scattered and have gradually stopped completely, I haven't had one since September 08.

We were sent to a fertility clinic at our local hospital where an internal scan was done and 15 - 20 cysts were found on both ovaries. Sent back to the GP with results, more bloods done and of course it was announced I was infertile.
My entire world pretty much collapsed on that day (November 2nd 2007) and I've been terrified ever since.

I currently get lumps and boils on my inner thighs, Infected spots on my breasts, No periods, Acne on my upper arms and so much excess body hair I'm beginning to feel like the missing link. I'm also overweight. I was 111kg at my last weigh in (yesterday) at the GP where he finally caved in and gave me Oxytetracycline 250mg tablets to help with my spots.

He's refusing me Metformin until i lose weight but i simply can't do it. I've been trying for years and i just can't lose it. I can't go to weight watchers because i can't stand infront of real people and be weighed, I was in a violent relationship before i met my husband and my self confidence was completely destroyed. Now i can't even go to the local shop without having anxiety attacks and blackouts.

So basically i'm in a bit of a mess.. Hoping some of you can possibly help, if not, it would be nice to just have someone say 'I understand'

I feel like a complete outcast to society.

But anyway, I'm Vivica, I suffer from PCOS, Anxiety attacks, Bi polar dissorder and depression and as mentioned before, I'm new here.
Thanks for reading

Eva37

welcome to sc you will find lots of support and understanding here. There is so much to learn too. there is a link to the newbie roadmap in my siggie for you
eva

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PCOS, LOCAH, Endo, Lichen Planus, IBS, HS,alopecia - raised bp/ cholesteral. Wheat and dairy intollerance Meds: Spiro, Bendrofluazide, Amlodopine, Simvastatin, Met, Prednisolone, Colefac, multi vits,

Me - 42, hubby 37 son 12. Married 15 years

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Lynn Parker

Hi, most of us on here do understand what you are going through, in one way or another we all have horrible symptoms of this awful pcos

I was refused help too unless I lost weight and guess what no I didnt loose it I found it extremely hard and when I did loose it plonked back on, I was TTC for 10 years and unfortunatly we didnt get blessed with a much longed for child.

I felt totally lost, but with the help of family and a supportive better half Ive turned a corner, you seriously need to get some help with your problems, research is the key dont give in, fight it

the help topics on this site are fantastic and im sure you will get through this low you are in


Lynn xxx

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we have given up trying for a baby, after years of putting our life on hold and focusing on nothing else we now have our lives back and we are happy again.

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