kohina

So I have no one to really talk to, and I'm having a mini-meltdown. I invited a guy to come over and hang out at my house, and when my mom bent over to pick up a dog toy he totally checked out my mom's butt. It wasn't like a slight glance. He was getting a pretty good look. I know it's in men's nature to look at women, but looking at my mom was just too creepy. I'm upset that every guy I meet is a dud (this one being the worst yet). I can't vent to my mom about this, and I just can't let this one sit inside of me.

I just feel like a failure when it comes to love in general. I was recently hanging out with a guy that I thought was perfect for me. Well I would say he is perfect for me. But I found out that he had a very intense past with this girl... that currently happens to be his best friend. I'm pretty sure he still has romantic feelings for her. I don't even want to get into the guy before that.

All of this culminating on the night before a very important job interview. I'm freaking out as it is about that. Now I'm worried that I'll be up all night, and I'll be too tired and do poorly in my interview. I need this job so bad. I can't handle any more failures in my life. gaaahhjskldgfadkfgk.

KimberlyMillions

Hey cyster,

I say get some rest, and refresh your mind for your interview tomorrow...these idiot guys come and go...job interviews and actually getting hired are harder to come by...you can work out all of that other junk another day.

I wouldnt waste my time on a guy who doesnt have brain enough to take a picture in his mind and to memorize it so that he doesnt have to be impolite and stare at your mother of all people!

I know what you mean about the continuous 'failures'...don't let useless relationships make things worse...

Good Luck!

kohina

Thanks. It's easy to lose perspective on the bigger things. I'm not even going to waste another thought on this guy (well I'm going to try anyways). It just sucks that bad things are always happening to me in this area of my life. I'm just hoping that at least one thing goes right tomorrow.

I have a Korres face mask that I only use on special occasions. I think tonight warrants it.

KimberlyMillions

Yes, apply that mask and relax...you are always a special occasion!

I've had my share of idiots and if I would have invested more time into myself, who knows how far I would have actually gone! There are so many potentially great guys waiting for a great girl; hopefully the one who will ace that interview and get the job tomorrow!

Squishy

Good guys are harder to come by, but you'll find one. They don't deserve you.

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