Somethings wrong with me ... :(

Countrygirl81 · 07-18-2006, 03:58 AM

Not sure if this is a rant or what but I'm supposed to go back to work tomorrow from being sick the past week. They were never able to pin point what was wrong, it started out theyve been checking my kidneys because I'm not having hardly any urine out put and i had swelled up really bad, then i started vomiting violently and became dehydrated and they said I had gastreonitis or something like that, and then friday i had a bad bad asthma attack to the point they threatened to hospitalize me again.
I still have the absolute worst headache ive ever had
Anyways I have three different doctors notes from three different docs (because I was at the ER first then family doctor then asthma doctor) anyways, I think part of my problem is I'm having panic attacks when I think about going back to work. I hate my job they treat me like dirt and I just hate it. I don't know what to do, I've been trying for months to find something else. I'm sick over it again I've been vomiting my guts out the past hour. I'm even getting blood in it because theres nothing in my stomach to vomit anymore.
Dh says I have to go back til i find something else but nothing else is open. I just don't know what to do. I shouldn't feel this way about my job. Anyways I'm sitting here crying my eyes out because of it and I still have 24 hours before I have to be there. I don't know what to do, part of me is even hoping something horrible happens before I wake up or something.

Amavin · 07-18-2006, 04:39 PM

awwww hunny, I know exactly how you feel. I had a mental breakdown at the idea of returning to work one more time. I just couldn't do it. I ended up taking a step down to get the hell out of there. I had to pull it together and work my last 2 weeks, but I made it a super quick exit.

Try to calm down....try to think of it as a temporary hell, and focus all your energy and time and positive vibes on the search for a new job.

You can get through this....it's only temporary! you can do it!!

{{{{hugs}}}}

07-18-2006, 08:24 PM

I am currently off work sick, have been for 4 weeks now and tomorrow I have to go in for a WELFARE MEETING.... I am dreading seeing my team leader and the panic it is causing me is unreal, since I have known about it I have no slept.... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

I really don't know what advice to offer you.... but thinking of you and lots of luck!

R0xyg4l · 07-22-2006, 07:45 AM

Hello fellow Hoosier, isn't John Mellancamp from Seymour? Sorry off topic,

I feel the same way about work sometimes because my boss can be quite neurotic sometimes and just hard to work with. My DH would tell me the same thing. I hope you can find the reason for your sickness, it could be kidney stones causing urinary retention. I hope you find a great new job and a dx to your problem. Good luck!

Countrygirl81 · 07-22-2006, 10:51 PM

I did end up quitting I'm just praying that another job opens up really quick!!

Yes Mellencamp is from Seymour hehe. My father in law bought the motorcycle from John that he rode in Hurts So Good video..

Amavin · 07-23-2006, 03:03 AM

well good luck in the job hunt...temp agencies saved my tail while i looked for a nice FT position too btw...something to think about =) Best of luck.

R0xyg4l · 07-24-2006, 09:18 AM

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Originally Posted by Countrygirl81

I did end up quitting I'm just praying that another job opens up really quick!!

Yes Mellencamp is from Seymour hehe. My father in law bought the motorcycle from John that he rode in Hurts So Good video..

I'm glad you got out of that uncomfortable position. And I hope you find another position really fast.

Thats so awesome about John Mellancamp. I heard he lives there with his wife and lives a pretty average lifestyle (but with a much bigger house I'm sure). I have to take my mom to a concert when I move back to the Indy area.

Good luck finding another job!