Sorry I am feeling really low today. Hi
Sorry about this, I am feeling really low at the moment, for some reason. I am having money troubles at the moment and the people who I owe money to keep ringing all of the time. On Saturday someone(one of the companies I owe money to) came round to speak to me, but I was not in, so they are going to back later on, they didn't say when.
Today I had a really bad panic attack(I don't normally get bad panic attacks). Someone knocked on the door(pathetic really)it caused me to have a really bad attack, I could not breath properly, I was hyperventilating, shaking trembling like mad and I could feel my heart beating like crazy, and my chest sort of hurt. I hope this doesn't happen everytime someone comes to the door.
I thought I was getting slightly better, not worse. I have been on antidepressants since middle of January, and the antidepressants seem to work slightly and made me feel slightly better, until now.
Sorry for all of this rant.
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