I dont know why i bother trying anymore, I work hard, try my best and I'm juggling so many things at the moment - due to debt issues I must work full time but I dont want to be stuck in a dead end job so I'm at uni full time too so i never get a day off unless its out of term time, where I get two days off a week until the next term.
Add this to trying to get on Met which makes me so sick and hurts so much that I have to keep stopping an starting because I cant physically cope or afford time off either work or uni. Then i'm trying to adjust to all these new hormones from dianette and get used to periods which I've like ten years of catching up to do
Plus I'm a third year in my last term...roughly about 12 weeks left until its all over...and my new macbook Laptop (I'd purchased specifically for my FYP as it can run Pro-tools, and industry standard program for what i hope to go into) got stolen from work on Sunday, which contained all my Final Year Project work on (the most important part of the degree basically) and I just want to cry
Its set me back so much that i dont know if I can even recover so I may have failed at the last hurdle and its like why do i bother working so hard to get denied and to have more crap thrown at me, like I dont find it hard enough to get by as it is, I mean I was just about keeping my head above water, and keeping it there by reminding myself its only three years then it'll get easier, you'll only have a job to worry about then, not a job and uni.
I'm at a loss, I feel like crying, drowning my sorrows, basically abusing myself and giving up. Its just not fair
As if being a third year isnt stressful enough, I have to 'try' and cope with all this
...oh and the cherry on the cake is i have to fork out another £100 on top of the £200 it cost for its recent MOT, AND i've ran out of codeine
I know it might not seem like a lot, but I just cant ever seem to catch a break and i'm loosing the energy to keep fighting all the time
Sorry, Just had to get this out 
