fairydragonfly

February, March and April are usually my roughest months when it comes to my depression flaring up. This past February I met this wonderful guy, and it seemed like my depression was taking a vacation. However, in the last week this guy has been sick and we haven't been able to see each other. Today, I called in sick to work because I just couldn't pull myself out of bed and out of this slump I feel forming.

I crawled into bed last night at eight pm and slept straight till six am. The only reason I'm not back in bed is I needed to call work to let them know that I wouldn't be in. There is quite a bit going on in my life right now. The main issue being my grandfather. He went for lung surgery a couple of weeks ago and is being released from the hospital today into my mom's care. Sounds fine, right? Well, I didn't mention that my grandfather has been a horrible and grouchy person to the point where my aunt's crohn's disease has flared up and my mom's ulcer has flared up from the stress he induces.

I know that this too will pass, and I suspect that if I had been able to spend time with my new beau instead of sitting at home dwelling - that I probably wouldn't be feeling so crappy today. I hope everyone else is doing better.

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