yes it is incredibly frustrating.
let me just mention one thing: i am sitting here in my bedroom in front of the window, and outside there is this beautiful tree with tons of yellow leaves on it, and thousands of yellow leaves laying on the ground all around it. it the most beautiful thing to look at so early in the AM.
i love nature! i feel lucky everyday that i have all my limbs and i can walk, talk, hear, see, smell, run. i try to be thankful for what i DO have.
what i dont like is that for the rest of my life i will always have to worry about facial hair, acne, and my diabetes. it saddens me.
for some reason i was chosen to have these problems. i wonder why. i am a thin cyster, so thank god i dont have to worry about my weight.
hopefully someday i will have a baby. i want to be a mother so badly. i want to create a being with the man i love. i desire it more than anything in the world.
i will keep praying and taking care of myself. i will continue the herbs.
i might start taking dong quai with the vitex. and maybe some red clover.
i want to try Ovulex but it is very pricey.
i am going to work now, have a good day! email me anytime:
amosk72@aol.com