Think I wish Someone had told me after my 1st M/C - Page 3

tcrock02 · 04-08-2009, 11:45 AM

I like ttc after a spring loss that way we can start a fresh thread. Im ready whenever you guys are.

R0xyg4l · 04-08-2009, 04:25 PM

I just found out today my brother has internet

. w00t I'll be on!

tcrock02 · 04-09-2009, 02:21 PM

yaaaaa Roxy now u can keep in touch with us.
i called the dr again today for the results i was supposed to have on monday. still waiting for a call back. the wait is killing me. i ordered ov and pg tests 2day offline in a package deal. it was 1695 for 10 ov's and 5 pg's thought that was a deal. i will need them for the egg meets sperm thing. i am still spotting just when i think i am done, nope here it is again. i hate AF stupid Cow!!i am gonna try to lose a few lbs too i knwo that will stimulate ov. it is easier said then done..i love food-lol
i was thinking last night that i would be showing by now if i had not lost it----waaaaa!!!! just one of "what if" days.
Anything new with either of you guys?dont leave me hanging-lol JK!!

R0xyg4l · 04-09-2009, 02:26 PM

Nothing new here! My DH and I since spotting is done from the m/c are going to start BDing every other day. It was a little sensitive down there last night though so I'm wondering if it is too early (I'm about 2 1/2 wk post m/c). I go to the MD tomorrow which I'm excited about. I'm eager to get it going. I'm also going to start red raspberry leaf tea soon and my fertility blend. Then after I confirm O I'm starting Welcome Womb till AF or throughout my pg if it happens. I should invest in stock lol.

I thought about losing weight too. But OMG do I love food. Esp when I'm stressed. I don't want rabbit food! I keep considering signing up with veggie tales because I really don't eat very much fruits & veggies. I bet that change would really help for me. I was thinking about you, I'm glad you posted. I thought you were suppose to find out Wed. then I thought OK maybe she'll post Thurs because she has church Wed. Then I thought OMG I know too much about her schedule lol. I hope you get your results!! I hope they're positive so you can pop some aspirin and have a healthy pregnancy!

tcrock02 · 04-09-2009, 02:44 PM

Well i was gonna get online last night but my dd and my dh were hoggin both of them. i need a laptop so i dont have to share.lol.im kinda annoyed about the dr not calling me back i know they are busy but u would think they would be tired of me calling in there for heavens sake.
i cant wait to see what the dr says 2morrow for u either. i know he will most likely order a ton of blood work and if u are done bleeding u may have a pelvic exa.-ewwwww!! i hate those. i hate when they talk to me while they are down there. just get it over with i dont want u to talk to me omg its so annoying and the pictures of the ceiling crack me up to. the joys of being a girl!!!
And i know like u know alot about me. i am a pretty open person online but in person i am kinda withdrawn. i guess when u get burnt once or twice you tend to avoid the fire. i do have a few friends but to talk about ttc or m/c -no -unless u have been there u dont know and they havent.
i was looking at dd's baby books it made me almost cry to think that he may be the only child i carry, sorry i dont mean to be negative. i am thankful for having him some women are struggling to even have one but it does not stop my pain of wanting one. especially more because i know that i can becasue i did. does that make sense? its been 13 years since i had him it just flew by like the wind. he is growing facial hair and his voice is changing. When i lost this last baby he cried so hard. i went into his room and held him and we cried together i told him" see that is why you are so very special to me because u may be the only baby i ever carry."" makes me tar up even thinking about it again----grrrrr---fricken hormones...

R0xyg4l · 04-09-2009, 03:02 PM

I think with my 16 wk m/c it was the worse when I had to tell my DD that she wouldn't be a big sister yet. She just started crying so hard. Ugh makes me wanna cry too. It broke my heart all over again. She's young and doesn't understand things completely. I don't tell A LOT of people this but a few years ago someone did this string thing to me. It was with a string and a needle and supposively it was going to tell me how many kids I would have total. Everytime she did it (like four times) it kept popping up only one. I was CRUSHED. Now with all the m/c I think, my goodness I pray she wasn't right. I got a reading from Cheri and she said I would have a boy and December was my month of conception, finding out or delivery. I pray she's right. I won't stop trying till I have a baby no matter what my cards hold. But my DD is the absolute best... if I did only have her I could go on knowing that I gave the world a wonderful gift. But I'd prefer to give it a couple more lol.

I'm a pretty open person. Maybe thats where my DD gets it from lol. I know when I feel like I can or can't trust someone. I'm not always right but I do pretty good. I wouldn't consider myself someone with a lot of close friends, but through work I do have friends. They luckily understand the whole PCOS thing and have been very compassionate to me. I feel very lucky for that.

I hope we get a ton of bw. I'm not going to sit there and let her lead the appt. I'm going to have a LIST of things for her to test for or questions I may have and they are getting answered or done. I'm a nurse so I know some stuff and I try to really advocate for myself. If they do a pelvic, I'll suck it up and deal with it lol. Not a joy ride but if it has to be done then so be it I suppose. I think having that HSG really reminded me that a pelvic couldn't ever possibly be worse than that lol.

We use to have a laptop too... I kinda cracked the screen. I'm not strong either but I was holding the screen and I must of held it a bit too tight and it cracked while I was multitasking. I wish we had it back. My life would be sooooo much easier with DD being on and DH then what about me? lol

wannabamama · 04-09-2009, 09:39 PM

I'm back ladies! Still upset because I'm still bleeding! I wish the hag (if that's what it is) would go away so I can get some from DH (I know he's probably dying too!)

I can't wait for my appt. on Monday, and Roxy, what happened today? How'd your aptt. go?

tcrock02 · 04-10-2009, 01:30 AM

ya really where is our update roxy??? well my dr never did cal me back.gr.....

R0xyg4l · 04-10-2009, 01:39 AM

Jenn ~ Thats so funny you say that. I asked one of my friends at work if something was wrong with me for just having a m/c and I couldn't stop thinking about my next chance to get some lol. She was like uh... maybe. Luckily, I'm done spotting. I'm sorry you're not done yet. I hope it's soon! I can't wait for your appt Monday too. I hope it goes well! I will definetly sign on from Indiana to find out!

My appt is tomorrow silly gals! Yeah.. lol I stopped for a minute and was like "today is Thursday, tomorrow is Friday...so ok" lol. I will definetly get on to update you. It may not be anything more than RPL testing and TTC after AF. I'm not that patient tho... I will TTC when I catch O before AF.

R0xyg4l · 04-10-2009, 01:41 AM

Oh and Trock, I'm p*ed off that the MD didn't call you. I say you call tomorrow and be a b*tch. It seems to be the only way to get what you want... as sad as it is. I can't believe after what you've been through they are not even nice enough to take 5 mins out of their day to call you back.

I saw this add in the paper for an OB/GYN office thats hiring an LPN. I am thinking about applying but in all honestly I am not a morning person so I'm not sure. But it's what I've always dreamt of doing... being in that section of my field. I really want to be a labor and delivery nurse. But I figured that was a step closer. I dunno... I'll have to sit on this one. I just thought that I could be there to comfort people going through PCOS and m/cs like I have. To let them know they're not alone.

R0xyg4l · 04-10-2009, 06:33 PM

Heya gals, I just wanted to update ya'll on my MD appt. No bleeding, negative pg test, pelvic done and it looks good. e're testing chromosomes, lupus anticoagulant, anticarotid antibodies, TSH, T4 and hemoglobin a1c. My MD doesn't really think anything will come back positive. She thinks this m/c was greatly due to the lack of metformin. So she upped me to 1500 mg and gave me 3 scripts for Clomid and sent me on my way. Hopefully, we'll know something soon.

tcrock02 · 04-11-2009, 02:26 AM

Well i had all those tests and i swear i wanted somthing to be wrong. well dr stil never called me back yesterday and was closed today. totally sucks. so here i go on monday again gonna try to get results from that last test i had done. you would think they would call me so i would stop buggin them.
having ovary pain tonight-hurts... on cd 7 so dont think it is ovulation. finally stopped spotting wanted to jump dh but got home and he is knocked out... figures.
its gonna be a busy weekend with easter and everything. i have to sing a couple solos at church so i am pretty nervous. wish me luck.
i am thinkin maybe my met should be upped i am only at 1000 mg and no one even offered me clomid but i think if i ever get someone from my dr's ofice to call me back i am gonna mention it to them. it couldnt hurt.
so roxy we are gonna have to bd like the wind to make this happen. got any thing towake up my dh-lol
oh ya and good luck in your job hunt roxy i dont think i could do that9seeing other women pg all around me) it is bad enough i run a daycare and take care of others precious babies all day. but that is a great career. everyone needs medical help eventually.ok so i am off 2 bed old women need their sleep

wannabamama · 04-11-2009, 02:28 AM

Kristina - Great news! I'm glad that they are still going to test to see if anything comes up. Like I said in the other post, I'm going to ask about Met on Monday. Everything on this site and others talks abou tthe benefits of Met for women with PCOS, so my question is why have they never prescribed it for me, KWIM? Then, I'm thinking of scheduling a consulation with my RE just to review my protocol, and see what he thinks should be done when I do start to TTC again.

Trock - Hi! Any results from your dr. yet?

wannabamama · 04-11-2009, 02:29 AM

BTW - Kristina I think you would ROCK as a nurse in an OB/GYN practice. You would be so caring and supportive of all the women there. After you discuss with DH, I think you should at least put your resume in and see if the hours could work for you.

R0xyg4l · 04-12-2009, 02:29 AM

Thank you for your support ladies.

Trock ~ I'm very upset for you. You give me their number!

I can't believe you're left to wait a WEEK later! I'm sure you'll do great in your solos! I bet you have a beautiful voice! My DH says I sing good when I want to. I suppose in his opinion I never want to lol. Um... honestly if I REALLY wanted to wake my DH there are some easy ways. One thing I like to pull is going to bed nudey lol. He'll roll over and put his arm on me and is like Whoa... WHOA! lol Another is well... something I think most married women haven't done in a while and thats a little fellatio (BJ *cough*). It might get the ball rolling... or sperm

. I was a little sore last time we BDed... on Wednesday I believe so I'm going to give it a break but I'll be back on it soon. My OPK don't show anything really yet. So I think I have time. But with met it could be nada one day and totally DARK the next.

Jenn ~ My MD said that being on metformin can greatly increase the chances of a successful pg for a girl with PCOS. I don't think there is a ton of awareness about PCOS or a clear understanding as to how metformin helps. Maybe you're MD hasn't researched the issue. I have one APRN she specializes in diabetes, she's so open minded. I will tell her about a breakthrough and she'll look it up and start applying it. My DH says all my MDs are hippies though... so maybe they're more openminded. Check this article out... there are lot in connection with PCOS, miscarriage and metformin related. http://www.webmd.com/infertility-and...nt-miscarriage
I think maybe when I get back from Indiana I will apply to just see what it may be like. I suppose it couldn't hurt. In all honestly I enjoy my job but I don't get paid that well and it really beats my body with the physicalness of it. I just worked 14 hrs today and I feel like crap. I have a pain in my right side by my ovary but stretching all the way around. I probably pulled something. The girls at my group home have behaviors and are all total care (they do NOTHING for themselves). One has a behavior where she kicks and thrusts her body very hard back and forth. On top of that she gags and nearly vomits on you at the same time. I just can't keep up with it all.

Well... I'm off to bed and off to Indiana in the very early morning. I'm excited. My DD is having trouble sleeping she's so excited too. I haven't been to see my mom, brothers, neices... my whole family in about 7 months. I'm ready to go "home". I will miss you guys but check in as much as my jerk of an older brother lets me use his PC. He's not really a jerk... well sometimes. But we have this sick way of showing love by calling each other really bad names lol. Ahhh I miss the fam. Goodnight ladies and I will be thinking of you. I will check in soon.