Rivka

Hi everyone,

I have been thinking of moving but my anxiety is getting sky-high.

I live in Greensboro, NC (same place I went to college) and have lived here since 2005 (subleasing from a roommate and now have my own place with a roommate subleasing from me).

I thought of moving in April 2005 at the end of my 2 year Americorps contract but decided to stay.

Since then I had (in Fall '07) an endocrinologist misdiagnose me with a benign brain tumor (tons of fun let me tell you), started a teacher licensure program in special ed that didnt work out because of my own learning difficulties - looked for a job while volunteering on presidential/senatorial campaigns and ... here I am.

Made a list of pros and cons about staying/leaving and sent it to my mom. Haven't heard back from her yet. Really not sure what to do now - I feel like whichever decision I make might be wrong! What if I leave and regret it? Then I wont be able to get my great apartment back (top floor, cathedral ceiling) or my nice roommate, etc. I also LOVE my gyn. She is a psychologist and gyn and she knows a lot about PCOS.

There are a lot of things I do like but it is kind of hard not driving with a less than ideal public transit system (I'm blind on the right side of both eyes). Love the weather though, the nice people .. so hard to decide! What if I am "wasting away" my 20s?

*Sigh* Any suggestions would be appreciated!