 Thought it would get easier after a year
I didn't know that it would still hurt. I lost my first child 1 year ago today. And if you remember last year at this time it was Mother's day. I had never been so devestated in my life. I sat down and thought about it and realized that the pain is actually still there. I thought about it a lot today. For some reason it felt like torture. I just thought that maybe if I wrote it out here maybe I could get it off my chest and feel a little better about it. I guess it never gets easier and I was just fooling myself. You just tend to forget till something comes along and happens to remind you. Trying for another one, and hopefully that will work for us soon. Thanks for listening!
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diagnosed March 2001
Kate - 28 Peter - 43
2 furbabys - Cougar, Maugwai
married on October 1st, 2005
TTC #2 - October 2003 (no luck yet!)
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1st M/C - May 2003
9 weeks 4 days - m/c day after Mother's day
when you feel you have hit rock bottom there is no where to go but up!
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