Thunderclouds are surrounding me

Lendi · 08-28-2002, 12:24 AM

I've had my share of depressed days. Usually wake up knowing it's going to happen and it just gets worse as the day goes on and goes away at about the same pace. Circumstances don't make or break a depression day. They just happen. This is different. I was just fine, then pow here it is. I'm not crying though, my usual, I'm just grouchy, nasty and don't want anyone around me. I feel sad, grouchy, helpless and I don't even like myself. Absolutely nothing has happened. Actually, it was a pretty decent day and had some news that caused a great deal of stress/worry to be removed. Is this depression or just a wierd mood swing? Haven't had anything like this before. Wish I were sleepy, but alas insomnia is one of my signs of depression and that never goes away

Lendi · 08-28-2002, 01:49 AM

Thanks, Jen. I know that I can always count on you. And, I appreciate that. I'll probably be better tomorrow, just kind of confused. This is a little different than my norm. Almost didn't even post, but thought I'd better as a kind of therapy. Ever feel like running away? Just wanna get in my car and go and go and not turn back. And, this isn't good because I'm truly blessed in my home and family. Don't know

Lendi · 08-28-2002, 02:07 AM

That makes sense. Can it be delayed reaction? Tomorrow, when I'm thinking a little clearer, I'll PM you. Maybe you might have some input. Thanks Jen. Hugs, Lendi

lilo · 08-28-2002, 02:17 AM

Hello Lendi! I understand, I get like that at times too and I hate it

! Just wanted you to know I care and I am sorry you are feeling sad! HUGS!!

taah · 08-28-2002, 03:08 AM

Lendi,,

I just wanted to say that I hope you are feeling better. I get those moods sometimes too... I just want to run away from everything for awhile... but they usually pass....I hope its not a bad spout of depression rearing its ugly head... maybe just some anxiety.... I am here if you need me.... I hope you feel better.... Best wishes...

TERRA