today is a month Rebecca grace was born sleeping, I feel so lost, i get up I work come home, but I don't know what to feel... everybody just says get over it, got get pills to help.....sometimes you feel like crying you know....
Hi Tricia
Just wanted to let you know Im thinking of you and Rebecca Grace today
Hun you will never get over loosing your precious Rebecca. People who have never lost a baby have no idea how we hurt in side specially the ones who say get over it
or the ones who say time heals and things happen for a reason I hate that one
I dont think things happen for a reason, I think things just happen that we just dont have no control over.
Its been 5 years since I lost my baby girl and one thing i have learn through that journey is I will never forget her we just have to learn how to live again and thats the hard part for we are not the same as we were before if that make since.
Right now all you can do is get through each day second by second and if you feel you need to cry Do it hun crying is a great release from the hurting. I call it tears of love cause thats what they are. If you ever want to talk feel free to pm me anytime.
I made you a little gift for Rebecca hope you like it its been a while since i been in my animation program
and if you need a place to store it to upload, let me know ill send you the link in a pm
From one angel mom to another sending you Peace and blessings
__________________ Married to my soul mate for 16 yrs.
3 angels in heaven 2000, 2006, 2007
Lost 55 lbs since miscarriage in 2007
have had normal cycles for 4 years
28 days on meds
30 to 40 days off meds
since going through infertility treatments and last miscarriage 6/07 on no meds since.
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you have really touched my heart.I know God sent you to me in my darkest hour, I am so scared because I don't know how to get through this, my whole life I wanted to be a mom, thank you again because this helps, well you please send me the link to the upload Rebecca's name you wrote for her and I think you so much it means so much to know somebody else loved my Rebecca, and that you know what I am going through....LOVE IN CHRIST ....TRICIA
Hi Tricia
I sent you a pm to the link for the tag
Your welcome and if you need anything let me know I be honarded to help you
anyway i can. TO let you know some of the things i can do I can make about any graphic
I design web pages I made a online quilt for my daughter and some for other children who have gone to heaven. I can also restore pictures that are dark etc I dont charge grieving moms alot of people online do and I just cant do that Knowing that something I have done has made a mom smile through her grief means more than money to me.
feel free to contact me anytime
Love and blessings
__________________ Married to my soul mate for 16 yrs.
3 angels in heaven 2000, 2006, 2007
Lost 55 lbs since miscarriage in 2007
have had normal cycles for 4 years
28 days on meds
30 to 40 days off meds
since going through infertility treatments and last miscarriage 6/07 on no meds since.
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Tricia, don't listen to people who aren't helpful... you are getting through this the only way you can, and if you have people who feel for you, lean on them. Your loss is still very fresh. I hope that things get easier soon. This is a long road, and we'll be here to listen. (((Hugs)))
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First pregnancy ended at 23 weeks due to incompetent cervix.
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Second loss March 9, 2004 at five weeks
Third pregnancy, Cerclage at 13w
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Hi Tricia...just wanted to let you know my thoughts are with you and your angel Rebecca Grace...take care and i hope your days get a little brighter soon...but i know it takes time and about the tears...let em fall cyster...let em fall Sometimes its the only relief you get for awhile...and thats okay. Let it out...its been almost 2 years since my Aimee and Dana were cradled into Heaven, i've been thinking back to what it was like for me back then...its harder when the shock wears off and the brain comes out of its fog...then you just cant ignore the pain...my heart really goes out to you, just hang in there okay??
Take care
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Tricia just wanted to let you know I'm thinking about you, Scott and Rebecca Grace. If you feel like crying go ahead, I feel the same way most of the time. Take care and hang in there.
I'm so sorry, sincerely- I wish I had the right words... Please know that You, Scott and Rebecca are loved and are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Never hesitate to pm me if you need anything- even if it's just a shoulder.
People have been saying crap to me to. I've gotten to the point where I tell them off. It's been a month, and that's not enough time. It's been a month for me too, and I'm still in shock. There are so many days coming up that are gonna hurt like crazy, and we can only try to get through them. Don't listen to other people. Just get through the days the best way you know how.
I know how you feel about only wanting to be a mom. I don't even have a job, and I haven't finished school. I'm going to take a "career exploration" class, and maybe they can at least tell me what I'd be good at. I'm also taking ethics, I can't wait to argue with stupid people!!!
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although i'm only a newbie, I want you to know that my heart goes out to you, and i'm so sorry for your loss! ((Hugs)) these anniversaries can really knock the wind out of our sails.....
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Angel Babies Jayden Scott
Nov 2, 2001
edd: May 28, 2002 taken from me Isaiah James
Nov 19, 2005
edd: July 18, 2006 our sweet miscarried angel
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hello all we got our pictures of rebecca grace today.....wow they really are special,,,i love my baby they did not have any altopsy reports today dern, doc said he would call as soon as he gets them he said maybe y chromasons, downs with some other stuff or said edwards syndrome, or dwarf syndrome with other problems but not sure he just ran these across me'
today 1 month 
and about the tears...let em fall cyster...let em fall 
Sometimes its the only relief you get for awhile...and thats okay. Let it out...its been almost 2 years since my Aimee and Dana were cradled into Heaven, i've been thinking back to what it was like for me back then...its harder when the shock wears off and the brain comes out of its fog...then you just cant ignore the pain...my heart really goes out to you, just hang in there okay??
