Today is such a bittersweet day filled with happiness and sadness. I'm happy that I have a living child in my arms and yet I'm saddened that a year ago today we learned that my 2nd pregnancy wasn't progressing...a blighted ovum was what the doctor called the "situation." I never gave that 2nd baby a name. It's something to think about.
These anniversary dates are really hard. And I know that you girls will understand what I'm going through...I guess I'm just looking for other people to say to me, "I know what you mean..."
Take care...
__________________ enits
Noelle - my little baby, was only with us for 17 weeks and 5 days, February 7, 2005
2nd loss - my little angel, could only stay with us for a little while, 8 weeks, August 3, 2005
Hoping to remain positive, always...
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Oh, Enits, "I know what you mean." Anniversaries are hard. It's OK to be grateful for our blessings, but still long for what we don't have here with us.
Lots of ***HUGS*** enits, I hope that you are ok. I know that when I had my second month anniv, I cried all day. The 3rd month is coming up in a couple weeks, I am sure it won't be any easier.
Hoping that you find comfort hun, wish I could make it easier for you. Congrats on Julie, I am SO glad she has blessed your life! ***HUGS***
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On a TTC break...
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Thanks everyone. I think I'm okay, for now. But I'm sure I'll have another crying spell later on.
It's so nice to know you understand what I'm going through.
__________________ enits
Noelle - my little baby, was only with us for 17 weeks and 5 days, February 7, 2005
2nd loss - my little angel, could only stay with us for a little while, 8 weeks, August 3, 2005
Hoping to remain positive, always...
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((Enits)). I've been going through a lot of this, too. This time two years ago, I was happily pregnant with Rivi. September 15 was the beginning of our downward slide, and the period from then through October 7 (the day he died) will be awful for me.
Sometimes, when I hug Dominici, I wish Rivi could be in my arms, too, and I lose it. At other times, I'm just so damned grateful that he's here.
I hope the kiddo's allowing you to get some good cries in.
__________________ Dominici was born May 2006!
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Miracle Baby Boy Rivelino, born too early to live on October 6, 2004 at 24 weeks and 6 days. Never to be forgotten, always to be remembered, forever my source of inspiration.
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I totally understand this. We still love the babies we miss and will feel pain that they aren't here. I even feel more intense loss as I learn daily what I wasn't able to share with my little number one. I'm sorry you're having a hard time. (((Hugs)))
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First pregnancy ended at 23 weeks due to incompetent cervix.
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Second loss March 9, 2004 at five weeks
Third pregnancy, Cerclage at 13w
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Fourth pregnancy, Cerclage at 13w
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I pray for those who have lost. I send prayers to you for strength to get through this day and tons of hugs. I cried for you today when you may not have been able to.
Today is the anniversary of my 2nd loss 
