 Today, life just sucks.
Today, I have hit rock bottom. I don't know how much longer I can take TTC with no results. After 2+ years trying, a M/C, cycles extreamly screwed up, a laparoscopy in march, Metformin, I quite smoking, going each month with every single pregnancy symptom you could think of, and come up with a BFN, I'm exhausted. My cycles are finally normal now after being on Met, but with still no luck. I know there are plenty of women out there that have been trying longer, and have gone thew more than me, and were able to have a baby. I have been told many times, "don't give up" "it will happen" "just relax and don't think about it, then it will happen". And I know from personal experiance, it could be worse. I have had a near fatal car accident that left me with a fused vertabrea w/metal rods in my back, a completely fused left wrist, and suffered minor brain damage. So I know it could be worse! I am a huge avocate on that. I'm sorry, but it's just not fair!! I wish I know why my body hates me so much, or life for that matter. To many times I have heard of people not wanting a baby, or not deserving of one, and getting pregnante at the drop of a hat. And here I do everything I can, and nothing. Tomorrow will be better, it always is, but I still have to get threw today yet. Sorry for going on and on, but I just needed to get it off my chest, and if you are still reading this....thanks. | 
. I am sorry that you are feeling so down and frustrated right now. I hate days like that. And yes tomorrow is a new day so just try to hang in there, maybe do something extra fun today that you really enjoy to help give your mind a rest, maybe a walk.....or a car ride....or a trip to the mall......something fun 
