Today Sucks

maycontainnuts · 12-31-2005, 07:37 PM

I feel on the verge of having an anxiety attack and I find myself wishing I had sleeping pills so that I could just go to sleep and not have to think about the things that are bothering me. Fortunately I do not have any sleeping pills (because if I did I would probably get into the habit of taking them every day and they would start to be my way of "coping"). Anyway I am trying to fight it... part of me wants to sit here and cry but the other part of me wants to get AWAY from the house... its hard to get myself to do that with the anxiety, though.... I am hopefully going to the beach in a bit and then going to church tonight. I'm actually looking forward to school starting up again because although the tests and things make me anxious at least my grades are things I can control... right now there's nothing I can do to change the things that are making me sad.

/random complaining

Tharaa · 12-31-2005, 07:58 PM

sorry your not having a good time,I dont have any advice,except to pray about it,and give u a hug..I do hope it gets better

maycontainnuts · 12-31-2005, 08:02 PM

Thanks I hope so too.. I think once I am out of the house and actively doing something, I should be alright.

nicole47 · 12-31-2005, 09:43 PM

Have a great time at the beach and at church! People need to get out and reconnect to stay sane.

maycontainnuts · 01-01-2006, 01:26 AM

I didn't end up going to church because we stayed at the beach too long. But it was worth it to get out. Took my mind off things for a few hours.

Pics:

http://fccj.facebook.com/album.php?a...c&id=208100603

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So today didn't suck after all!

nicole47 · 01-01-2006, 01:33 AM

Oh jeez. I just walked home in the sleet/snow. Not jealous at all, nope, not me.