Ok I am not downing this site but I am just wondering if there are any women out here that feel like me. Ever since I joined this site I have had so much fun and met so many wonderful women, but it seems like everytime I get on here anymore all I can do is bawl my eyes out. Dont get me wrong because I am so happy for all the women that are getting their BFP's, but it breaks my heart to see that some women only take 1 round of Clomid and they get their BFP. I hope I dont offend ANYONE with this thread, but I just dont know if I will be able to stay on this site due to my own depression. I know I shouldnt have even made this thread, but is there anyone out there feeling the same way I do? I WANT MY BFP but I dont think I will ever get it. See now I am bawling again. I have just pictured myself being a mother for so long, and I remember when I was a little girl seeing women on TV that couldnt have children but I didnt know why and I never thought that I would be one of those women. I feel like my life isnt complete without "my baby". Like right now I am taking a break from TTC because that heartbreak is too much for me to handle, but maybe just maybe God will GIVE ME MY MIRACLE!
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I can understand and sympathize with your position. It is very hard to see others getting their BFPs while you're still sitting around, depressed and hoping for a miracle. Sometimes taking a break and getting away from all the baby talk is a necessity. TTC with infertility definitely takes a huge toll on a woman's emotions.
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Yeah infertility has had me crying probably everyday since we have started. But its weird because we have been TTC for like 2 years and just to give up like I am doing is killing me. I cant express how much I want a child. And I am just so TERRIFIED that I will never get to hold my OWN baby. I have lost so much in my life and it just seems like I am losing this as well, but enough of me crying, thank you so much for letting me know there is atleast one person that feels the same way I do. ALL THE BABYDUST IN THE WORLD TO YOU. I hope and pray you get your BFP.
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Two years is a long time. You have every right to feel like it's time for a break. And who knows, maybe a break is just what you need. I know it sounds cliche... I know everyone says it these days, but I'm a firm believer that the stress of wanting a baby so badly really does hinder the conception process. Now I don't believe that just because you stop trying means you'll magically get pregnant, but I do believe that if you just take some time out and clear your head and your heart, your chances of conceiving will be much better- whether it's a surprise and happens naturally or it happens once you go back to fertility treatments. Good luck to you!
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