Thread: Trying To Hold On, Sick Of Everyone Getting All The Luck

Originally Posted by RylandsMom

I don't know if I can offer anything here but a cyster above said it right. Life is not all about the marriage, the kids, the white picket fences. I know I can't really speak about the kids part but my relationship with paul is not all that picture perfect. There are days when I just want to go crazy and yell and scream at him and alot of the time even when I am with him I am depressed. I love him I truly do but there are days when it is really hard to wake up and say I love him. Some days I have to say I love paul because I choose to love him not because I want to love him. We have only been together for such a short time yes but we have known each other for so long that we can both say that we love each other and without a shadow of a doubt we will get into an argument and move on. I am sorry that your coworker has been so insensitive.

It's ok, people just tend to get lost in their own happiness, Today I'm starting to doubt a lot of things, I know internet relationships don't work but I've seen the signs of this guy that I was involved with, I've recieved numerous emails from people stating that he's played them, the one I got yesterday really hurt me when the lady that emailed me told me that he was involved with a friend of hers, So was it the right thing to do to ignore this guy? I had really strong feelings for him but, most of my friends and family didn't like him, I'm so confused at the moment.

You were totally right to ignore this guy. You don't deserve to be treated like crap so don't be treated like crap. Stick to your guns

As if things can't get worse, the lady herself who is "Seeing him" emailed me from myspace yesterday calling me a bunch of names and telling me to "stay away from her man" look, he's 35 and her dumba** is 19! and she's telling ME to back off? It's ridiculous, well I canceled my myspace account because it's not worth it, and I'm very glad that I got back together with my ex, cause at least he knows how to treat a woman right.

Cperry I wouldn't even bother with the dumb girl. She is 19 and far tooo immature to be worth the breath wasted on her.

I'll second that.

then how come I feel so bad guys? I loved this man with all my heart, and he ripped it right out of my chest, I'm trying my best to move on with my life but it's hard.

You feel bad because she wants you to feel bad. You have a choice. Feel bad about it or move on. You are now with someone who loves you and from what I have heard you love him to so focus on that. Here is a good motto to go by. People only try to make others feel like crap when they feel like crap about themselves. I truly believe in this. People always want to see and focus attention to bringing people to the level of themselves.

have you tried loookin for ppl on myspace?
thats how i founf db
and most of my friends
ive been with DB for a year and he said "its time to start thinking about talking about marrige" lmao your time will come chica i promise until then if u ever feel like doing something silly PM me or track me down im usually around here somewhere

Originally Posted by RylandsMom

You feel bad because she wants you to feel bad. You have a choice. Feel bad about it or move on. You are now with someone who loves you and from what I have heard you love him to so focus on that. Here is a good motto to go by. People only try to make others feel like crap when they feel like crap about themselves. I truly believe in this. People always want to see and focus attention to bringing people to the level of themselves.

I choose to move on because I'm not going to torture myself, I don't feel sorry for this chick one bit because she got herself into it and once she goes through the stuff I went through with this guy, she will finally understand, I don't feel pity for her at all, I love my boyfriend that I have now with all my heart, he's always been there for me and looked out for me and we love each other very much and I'm so blessed to have cysters like you and of course him to look out for me.

Didn't this former guy abuse you? Think how lucky you are that you're no longer with a loser like that. Try and think of the positives (even though there might not feel like many right now) It really does help.

Originally Posted by Ren

Didn't this former guy abuse you? Think how lucky you are that you're no longer with a loser like that. Try and think of the positives (even though there might not feel like many right now) It really does help.

He emotionally abused me because I would keep coming up upon stuff online that he would say to another person that he was single when he KNEW we were together, I recently came upon a post on fatforums.com which is pretty much a stripper/porn/model website from him back in april and that was proof enough that he wasn't faithful. All I can say is yes Ren I'm glad that I'm rid of him I really don't need someone that isn't going to treat me right.

Exactly Cperry. I thinkt that you and ur DBF will go very far just based on this post right here

Originally Posted by RylandsMom

Exactly Cperry. I think that you and ur DBF will go very far just based on this post right here

I sure hope so, I can see myself with this guy, I love him very much.

I and I am sure that he knows that you love him... I love paul very much too. He has been my rock.

Josh has pretty much kept me on my feet, and I really don't know what I would do without him.