TTC screeched to a hault

Rapunzel · 03-16-2004, 04:40 PM

I dont even know where to post this, but this was the most comfortable board to write this on, and I hope you ladies dont mind. I am feeling pretty depressed right now. We are TTC on and off for about 5+ years, and its been miserable. For the first few yrs we didnt even know about PCOS. When I found out I had it, we tried clomid a few times and then I got referred to a RE. Anyway, to make a long story short, I needed tests (liver and renal function tests) before trying Metformin. Of course, JUST MY LUCK, they are elevated, twice..we dont know why...So now TTC is on hold till we go to some Dr who specializes in this liver stuff. Granted, its great to be as healthy as possible before TTC and getting PG, but I feel like when we move 2 steps forward, I get yanked back 3 steps! Now i kept having this feeling that maybe I should stop going to the RE, because God didnt want me to go....But I kinda ignored the feelings...Well now, I dont have a choice because they wont treat me! Ive been reading up on alot of praying for healing and I was able to get a prayer answered for healing of a bad ear infection and chest cold I was getting...So I have been asking for healing of PCOS, and praying for the Lord to open my womb. Its hard to keep the faith that the healing is going to work because it basically is all about faith. Well I feel a little better now that i typed all of this out..thanks for reading.

Stormy77 · 03-16-2004, 04:58 PM

I am so sorry that you are going through this. God does heal PCOS. I will be praying for you. God will grant your wish of being a mother when the time is right. Stay strong and don't lose hope. If you ever need to talk just PM me. I have a cyber shoulder to cry on.

Shay

KellyW · 03-18-2004, 10:19 PM

I just typed this as a reply to another post. A couple in church last night announced they were pregnant. They've been trying to conceive for 10 years. We all clapped and shouted for joy for this couple. They have certainly been faithful and waited on the Lord and He did answer their prayer. I know she had moments of discouragement as well, but now is her time of rejoicing and blessing. Your rejoicing will come as well. Just seek out the Lord and use this time to draw closer to Him!!

Remember as well:

"Blessed be the Lord, who daily loadeth us with benefits, even the God of our salvation. Selah." (Psalm 68:19)

Selah means to "think on this." Truly if we think on our days, we know that God has loaded us with benefits each and every day. We may not have all our desires, but we certainly are blessed beyond measure.

With Prayers,