 Uhhhhhggggggg!!
I remember when I graduated high school was when my periods began to drop off the map. I went through thinking I am pregnant, went to doctors, they ran tests but didn't know what was wrong with me. They put me on the pill to keep regular. I began abnormal hair growth, gained extreme amounts of weight, and slowly began to find ways to hide these things from the world. I never brought these issues to anyone, not even a doctor, as I was so incredibly embarassed by my body and the strange abnormal things it was doing. I stayed on the pill, which helped me maintain my weight a little tiny bit. I spent anquishing hours removing hair in any way I could, finding shaving to be the quickest, easiest, cheapest remedy. Now I am married, and we want to have children. In the process of trying to get pregnant, I have been told that I have PCOS. My husband says he understands...lastnight I broke down, and expressed all the pain, and crap I have had to deal with in the last 13 years. I told him everything, every way I cover up some of my problems. I was so good at hiding it the extra hair growth, not even my husband realized it. I guess of everything I have had to deal with, the hair....is the most embarassing, anguishing for me. Its gross....I'm girl! I am not supposed to have sideburns, and chin hairs...or a trail of hair on my navel! Anyway...I am on clomid, and we are trying to concieve. Anyone else had experience with clomid? Any luck? | 
