Ultra Sound Today

bellepcos · 04-01-2008, 02:17 AM

I just want to get this on the board to get it out of my system. My husband has no idea what im going through. I feel like im going to cry for just about anything. Im on cd35, today i saw my doctor. She told me to start a new cycle tomorrow, meaning just forget af and tomorrow apr. 1st will be cd1 unless af does come. Im currently on metformin 250 and on this cycle, starting prog 50mg cream on cd14-28 to see if that makes af come. I also got my first ultra sound today, pelvic and vaginally. I dont know what to expect. Im really nervous that im not going to get good news. I dont know what kind of news to expect? What does this determine anyway? I already know that I have pcos from hormone results. My prog levels were wayyy low and I had estrogen dominance. Im also confused because im a "thin cyster" but I do have alot of facial hair, which I nair every two weeks. I have no one to talk to except on these message boards which help emencely. I am very thankful to come here and relieve my stress and emotions to all you women and find it helpful to hear allll the success stories of ttc with pcos. I will keep everyone updated on my results. I am just wondering if any of you ladies have fibrocystic breasts? I have had a biopsy three years ago on both breasts, i believe pcos is a contributer because im estrogen dominance.

bellepcos · 04-01-2008, 11:15 PM

I know I shouldnt be feeling this way but I am. Today I found out my brothers baby was born yesterday! I mean, wow. My brother and I have never been close, but I did hope that I would get a call from my sisters that he was having the baby. I am going through this all by myself. Its so unfair that he 25 and his gf 19 can have this unplanned pregnancy with no foundation. And me, married a good foundation have to struggle with fertility issues. I know I have a small chance but why cant it just happen? I sound like a big baby. I came home wanting to cry. I cant get myself to see this baby cause ill just cry. No one in my family knows of this struggle except me and my husband. I really need to relax and not stress out. This blog is just the thing for me. I love that I can come here and write my fustrations out. It makes me feel so much better.

I hope everyone out there has something that makes them feel better. Again, I still have that same question from yesterday. Does anyone have fibrocystic breasts or is it just me?

calmwaters · 04-02-2008, 01:28 AM

belle- Welcome to SC. I can't really identify with what you're going through other than the PCOS in general (I'm not thin, have not had an US, and not TTC), but I KNOW there are ladies here who will. I pray things will get easier on you and you'll find the support you need here. Take care!

bellepcos · 04-02-2008, 11:40 PM

Today is a much better day than yesterday. Im finally getting over my brother having a baby and thinking of seeing him late this week. I had a nice long talk with my gf in texas and that helped alot. Today my mood is much happier. Monday I have an appt with my doctor to discuss my ultrasound results and blood work. By the way, did I mention how bad my arm hurt after the blood was taken? I have a bruised arm. It is pretty bad. Maybe thats why I was in such a bad mood. I started taking my temps this morning so hopefully this cycle will tell me something. Im going on vacation in two weeks and simply cant wait to get away and not think too much about ttc.