 um... I wrote these poems when i found out that I had pcos. I'd like to share them.
I wrote these peoms when i found out i had pcos, i hope you like them.
SHATTERED
A little girl's dreams shattered in one day
Went in for a physical, came out amazed
you don’t know if your sick and don’t know if your well
Although life never seemed like heaven, things are starting to feel like hell.
Things could always get worse, that’s what I always say
The question never answered, why do the good always pay?
Not sure yet if its anything bad.
But I have a feeling I’ll be leaving the room sad.
THE TRUTH COMES OUT
It hurts to know there’s something wrong,
When you feel like crying and cant be strong.
Not something serious, your not going to die,
But it might kill to know you wont hear your baby’s first cry.
Certainly not a perfect body and that’s never going to change,
Walking into the doctors office people look at you strange.
Your eyes are sore from all the tears
Crying all night from hearing the truth about your fears.
Wondering feels better than knowing
covering is better than showing
It hurts more than anything to know I wont be owning
My own little baby …….
NORMAL?
Wanting to be normal
is it too much to ask?
Going a night with out crying
seems too difficult a task
You already had your childhood
now let me have mine
I’m already 15, its my time to shine
The pain shoots through me like nothing iv ever known
just makes me sick to think what the blood tests have shown
Friends feel bad
My parents feel sad
And I’m just mad cause I just cant be normal.
Normal was the first one I wrote, then shattered, then the truth comes out. i wrote that after i recieved the phone call from my doctor telling me that i have pcos. Writing poems just makes me feel better and get out my anger in different forms. I hope you enjoyed them. | 
