well i just got back from the doctor last week and he told me that i needed to lose 25 lbs before he will tell my other doctor to go ahead with my surgery to relieve the pain. it kinda hacked me off for him to tell me that but i'm trying i know its going to be hard for me esp with pcos but i'm going to try if it means for me to have my surgery for me to get well. i've actually been doing good with my diet till today because it was my b-day and so i kinda got off of it but hey its my b-day lol. well i just thought i would let you ladies know that i'm alive and doing ok for the time being. i will be here much more through out the summer.
Sorry to read that your surgery isn't going to happen right away, but I know you can take off those 25 lbs. You'll be in my thoughts, thanks for keeping us informed!
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I wish you all the best for the year, and send you a bag full of determination, patience and motivation to show that doctor of yours, that he will have to schedule teh surgery soon anyways!
And on top of that also good luck for your diet, that might also come in handy.
well its been about a week since i started working out and i have lost 7 lbs woohoo at this rate i will be able to go see him sooner and be able to have my surgery. you know what kills me though i just got back with an ex of mine and shes a pretty big girl you know and i don't care i love her no matter what but she informed me that when i lose all my weight that she wont alow me to touch her for the simple fact that she wont feel atractive. she lives in MN so she far away from me and so i can't really show her with my eyes and body that i mean what i say when i tell her that i find her atractive and sexy. shes been crying and depressed for the past week and its driving me up the walls i don't know what to do anymore. i kinda figer that she might have this but i'm not sure as she can't go to the doctor because of insurance. i feel like this is going to be a test of our relationship. well thats my rant for the night thanks for listening.
Michelle,
She is just being rediculous (sp?). If she really cares for you she would want you to obey docs orders and lose the weight so you can get the surgery you so badly need. Tell her to quit being a poop. LOL!! I didn't get to tell you happy birthday. so belated. I am so proud of you for losing those 7 pounds Im not doing as well. i am excersing and not losing anything. just figures. oh well. Love ya Holly
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