Courtneyh29

Today is only the beginning of a new day and it started very bad, I woke up to 17 missed calls on my cell phone which where from my step dad only to find that the pipes in the basement burst and are now at the moment leeking. The last few days I have been struggling a lot with PCOS and the medication I am taking for it all I need right now is more stress right? So now my stepdad is really upset with me this is not the first time this has happend because i can never hear my phone when I am sleeping! I just dont know what to do anymore, someone can only do so much until they break completely and I am not sure if Im there yet but I am getting pretty close. I called my mom on the phone crying because I can't deal with this anymore I cant deal with this house falling apart the condition it is in is disgusting and it is not healthy for me. I can move out I have that option but I do not want to leave my mom behind because my stepdad and her are pretty close to getting a divorce anyway. I called her and I told her that I just wanted to leave but then after I hung up I thought that maybe that would be considered "running away from my problems" which would make me a coward.. right? I do not want to be here anymore if my grandfather saw what was going on right now [may he rest in peace] he would sh**! I am just so confused I can honestly say at the moment I have no one to talk to about this but I really would like some help if any of you could give me some that would be fantastic. Thanks for reading.

Cheers

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want2beAmum

Hmmm.... i think for your sanity you need to consider moving! although you dont wannna leave your mom behind! she will have to make her own decisions on her life. Maybe she can move in with you when she feels ready!!! But as for you, you need some sanity now!!(((((HUGS))))) to you!!! I hope it works out, i wish i could help!! Maybe go for a walk and clear your head..... Or Rant on here!!! sometimes it helps!!!

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