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Old 07-16-2005, 07:51 PM   #1 (permalink)
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ok, I wrote these poems during my darkest moment, whilst on dianette. I hope it will show the other depressed cysters that there is a way out...and poetry is one of them! Often i would write poetry instead of harming myself. I used a red pen to write so the symbolism was the feelings are still coming out.....they're still red...but they're words and not cuts. There are too many to put in one post, so i'll do one or two a week.
'Red Stream'

Watch as this stream of red,
Rolls off me, onto my bed.
See the stream grow and grow,
A river running with current slow.

Red stream,
Thick as 'blood',
It would bleed faster,
If it could.

Watch as this stream of pain,
Ruins my life all over again,
See how the hellish stream,
Takes over my every dream.

Red stream,
Goes faster,
Faster than before,
Disaster.

Watch as this stream of sad,
Turns things from good to bad.
See how it taints everything?
A stain that will coat anything.

Red stream,
Quick to run,
Slow to stop,
Oh the fun.

Watch as this stream of mine,
Bleeds and bleeds.
See this stream of mine,
See it bleed - it never stops.

Red stream,
Never stop,
Red stream,
Run forever,
Red stream,
Never leave, NEVER.
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Old 07-16-2005, 08:36 PM   #2 (permalink)
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Darling, are you a cutter?

Your poems are wonderful, btw. I read them both.

You like to write? Want to be a part of a group for cutting depression? Then you should PM me, I can hook you up in a group that might help. (It's a online support group in a online writers community. They might help...)
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i'm not a cutter anymore...at least not for the past 3 or 4 months. it was a stage in my dianette treatment that caused it, and i wasnt warned about it beforehand so i didn't know how to deal with it. but im a lot happier now! *nods* i'm also a member of recoveryourlife.com ...that's an amazing community.
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