Andy Fisher

When I wake up your eyes are the first thing I want to see.
When I think of you not being her to see,
My heart wants to jump and flee away from me.

I think of the days you arnt so happy as can be,
I wounder what it is? could it be me?

But when I give her a kiss and say I love you,
and she wipe her eyes and smiles so sweet.
I no longer think it could possibly be me.

For I know its not only her who can feel sad,
I can to feel unhappy and mad.
But when she says I love you its clear to me,
we both need the same love to be free.

Day after day I lay alone at night,
Waiting ever so inpatiently for the special day in sight.
We will dress in our finest and dance in the moonlight.

I dream as if the day were here,
and wake up with a tear.
For I have woken up and realized it still is far away.

It feels like a million years away.

Now our frustrations grow as we are far apart.
Woundering what the other is feeling.

She wounders each day how her health will be,
on that special day that we both are to be.
Will I gain wait, what will be my fait?
Will he still love me if I lose my hair?
Will he shake his head in dispair?

Will he find me no longer attractive,
Will our sex life me inactive?

She wounders so many wounders,
till she cant sleep as she slumbers.

The hurt of us apart
the wounder of all wounders,
Could this make us grow so far apart?

When I wake up in the morning all I want to see,
Is her eyes seeing back at me.
No other do I want,
but for her to see me,
looking back at her
as she looks at me.

She wounders if her health will get worse,
PCOS, how did I deserve such a curse?
Nothing can make her feel so worse.

Still when I wake in in the morning,
the first thing I want to see,
Is her looking back and seeing me.
For she should know her curse she fears so much,
Will be fought by two and never be feard as such.

The fight for my soon to be wife will never be lost,
No matter the cost.
For many years I shall pronounce at this day,
For every day I wake,
I will always want to see,
The eyes of her looking back at me.

May God make us strong you and I,
For many of us are fighting the same fight.
Let us do what is right,
and not give up the fight.
For as one we are strong,
seperate,
we are wrong.

Many meanings this poem dose have,
For what it means to you, is for you to decide.
For I will close this with one more thought.
Something I miss and will always be sought.
For when I wake up,
The first think I want to see,
Is the eyes of her,
looking back at me.

For I love her,
and she loves me.
How else could it be
that I feel so free.

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Andy Fisher

MonicaP

I love you with all my heart and soul baby! Gosh, I can't sleep tonight.......I will just open my eyes wide staring at the ceiling smiling all night long LOL. I love you so much Andy!


True endless unconditional love,
From your fiancee, Monica

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Me - Monica (21)
Fiance - Andy (21)
Getting married on the 2th of March 2003
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Diagnosed PCOS 16 December 1998
~Metformin 500mg daily
~Marvelon (Desogen)

Moongirl

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"I CAME A LONG WAY TO GET HERE AND THAT WILL ALWAYS AMAZE ME."

MonicaP

Thanks MoonGirl
*SwOOn* LOL

Monica

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Me - Monica (21)
Fiance - Andy (21)
Getting married on the 2th of March 2003
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Diagnosed PCOS 16 December 1998
~Metformin 500mg daily
~Marvelon (Desogen)

bbecca

That was beautiful! What a wonderful husband you are soon to have Monica. Congratulations!

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Becky 30/DH 40
2 Step-DD's, Heather, 14 and Pattie, 20
Foster mom to "K", 4 and "R", 1
TTC # 1 (11 years)

Mouse

I've just read Andy's beautiful poem, and I can honestly say I have tears in my eyes!

I want to wish both of you all the luck in the world (saving a bit for me, sorry), and hope that your life together is long and beautiful and that you stay as close to each other as you seem to be now.
I also hope and pray for you that you are as happy together as my husband Colin and I.

God Bless you both and good luck!

Love,

Mouse xx

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Married July 22nd 2000
ttc since July 2000
diagnosed March 2001

Tried 2 cycles of 50mg Clomid, on 1500mg Metformin/per day.
tried 2 cycles 2002(feb & May) of injections only.
Had break from treatment, not on provera to induce period then on Tamoxifen 40mg/day

Gave Birth to Beautiful Baby Girl 8th Nov 2004 after using Tamoxifen

helenquinn

wow!


Helen

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1 Failed IUI 3 Failed IVF/ICSI: flowers:
Successful 4th IVF attempt
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Rowena Mary Quinn born 31st Janaury 2006
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called Making Babies
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Zedster

Awwwww how sweet (can someone fetch me a bucket?), but Andy your spelling is bloody attrocious mate.