I am not the one pg....put your confetti away...lol
Well Matthew has been gone for 14 months now....and I think it's really hitting DH now. He just received a text message from his mom in Sri Lanka that his brother's wife is expecting a boy. It was revealed at her 20 week ultrasound. My husband would like his parents to think that this would be their second grandson, not their first. God bless his heart. But it is really bothering him that they are excited for his brother and they did not show that excitement for him, when i was pregnant.
First of all, HELLO DH and welcome to the program.
Secondly, I had to explain to my DH that things are different now. When I was pg, they didn't know who I was...there was no bond or any attachment because they never met me. In fact, back then, they probably wished I would fall off the face of the earth because I was not the wife picked out for him (in their culture, marriages are arranged.) But now, things are different because we made the trip to Sri Lanka in November 2005, and I've met his parents and now they love me. So I am sure that any future pg's if we are so blessed, will be celebrated like his brother's wife.
Thirdly, I had to explain to DH that although he now thinks that they were not overly excited about my pregnancy, he has to remember the distance factor. They are over 9000 miles away. I told DH he needs to remember the people that are here with us who celebrated our pregnancy and mourned our loss. When we went to the cemetery recently to visit Matthew, we saw so many little gifts for him around his headstone. These were gifts (angels, birthday cake candle, xmas wreath) that we did not place there, but other family members have. Other family members who went out of their way to visit him. We don't know who placed them there, but it was very nice to see them there. I think he forgets that...something that i will have to remind him.
I can only see this getting harder on DH. Hopefully I will have the strength to deal with it then.
Thanks for reading!
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[quote=Gnzls924]When we went to the cemetery recently to visit Matthew, we saw so many little gifts for him around his headstone. These were gifts (angels, birthday cake candle, xmas wreath) that we did not place there, but other family members have. QUOTE]
reality sure has a way of creeping up on us!! i'm sorry that family joys can also bring up pain by association. (((hugs)))
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although hard for your DH to understand/accept, i think the reasons you listed are clearly the reasons that they didnt seem as excited for you as they are for her. and i totally agree...things will be totally different during your next pregnancy. i know that future pregnancies (and people's reactions) dont change the past... but they do make the future a little bit easier. also, if they do at any time refer to that new boy as the first, i would not hesitate to remind them that he is NOT the first.
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Well, It finally hit DH....pg mentioned 
So I am sure that any future pg's if we are so blessed, will be celebrated like his brother's wife. 
