I will start from the start, i hope you have time to read and help me, i need some help.
The first scan i had was about 18months ago which showed a cyst on the right ovary, they repeated this 3 months later and no cyst, they told me since there was nothing there to ignore it and there was nothing wrong, but when i started having irregular periods, and no periods coming at all right now which has being ongoing for months i went back to the doctor explained i knew myself something was wrong, after pleading with him etc he referred me to the hospital, hospital took blood tests, thyroid=borderline, other tests are coming out fine and also cushions disease is negative , so going by the blood tests they say everything is fine, also at this point i may add i have been not using any contraceptives for 2 years or more, trying to get pregnant.
So went for another scan a few weeks ago and got the results today, which this time showed multiple cysts on either ovarys, i am now being referred from endo to gnae, i feel as if because i am young they do not care, they keep passing me to other people and saying nothing is wrong, i dont think they understand actually how much its hurting me, there is not a day that goes by that i dont think about..will i ever be able to have a baby?
My boyfriend feels useless he feels as if its his fault, he feels terrible, he knows its my problem but he doesnt want to blame me, ive told him to go and find someone else who will give him a a baby as i can(bad i know but i cant help but think this) i want to but cant, he doesnt want to he loves me...how can i stop feeling really down, im all over the place, i have to wait months between appointments to get seen and i feel like im getting worse and worse and i feel like if they dont act on this soon then there is no chance for me to have a baby.
I really don't know what to say just wanted to send you some hugs!
(((((hugs)))))
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You are going to go through a lot of feelings in your dx journey. Don't shut your boyfriend out because you hurt. Open up to him instead. He sounds like he loves you and is hurting too. Comfort each other and get through this together.
When I was first trying to get dx'd and when I finally got it -- I remember crying, being angry -- all kinds of things. DH saw me go through all kinds of mood swings as I tried to learn to cope with the condition.
PCOS doesn't automatically mean you will never have a baby. Just take it one thing at a time.
yeah i know, its just i assume the worse which really i shouldnt =0) i find it hard to practise what i preach to others...it sounds so simple. Im really going to try and think positive and this should help me-thankyou again
I completely agree. If he really loves you, he's not going to give up on your that easily. It's also good to find some supportive people you and your boyfriend can talk to, good friends, therapist, etc. Take care. Lots of hugs.
Jennifer
Thanks alot jennifer, wrote this post when i was having one of those days, you know what i mean, last few days i have been feeling alot better, i guess everyone gets days like that... i am alot better today after reading a magazine about another lady who has PCOS and how she had alot of trouble having her first child then conceived the second child naturally and now she is trying to have her third child and back on fertility drugs, she never thought she would be a mum after being diagnosed at 16...gives us all hope i suppose, new technology can make miracles =0) hope mines is not to long away. Mind you i wish there was some kind of technology which made the doctors/nurses out there have some manners and do what they are paid for and be sensitive to other peoples feelings, i understand they are not all like that but some are just so rude.
Mind you i wish there was some kind of technology which made the doctors/nurses out there have some manners and do what they are paid for and be sensitive to other peoples feelings
Amen!
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PCOS Diagnosed Nov 02'
Bi Polar Diagnosed Feb 08'
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what am i going to do 
