 What to do?
I have a weird situation. After 4 yrs of divorce battle, me & my ex got into to terms and started living under the same roof as parents for our 3 sons. We hired a spanish nanny who does a good job of what she is being told but is on the over sensitive side and can not understand the question first time.This is her 4 week at the job. I have depression, anxiety & diabetes. I am on the meds. My only goal is to be with my kids and tend to their needs. I took them to park day before yesterday and I went for a walk as they played. Yesterday while I was driving home I have called and asked my son to get ready to go to the park. He told me he has already been to the park in the afternoon. I asked him to give the phone to the nanny and asked her why she did not call me. She said, your husband told me to take them. I am never going to take them anywhere any more. I am confused you tell me something & he tells me something else. I told her it is ok if he had been notified. I went home. He comes from work at 8pm and she tells him the same. He flares-up and starts arguing and telling me to move out of the house. He complains about the depression, diabetes and my family List goes on I had a panick attack so severe that I had to get on the pills. I can not imagine not seeing the kids everyday. I was put down infront of the nanny & the kids which hurt my pride a lot. It was a simple thing and he made a big mess out of it. Living together was the option that has been working great with kids coping mechnism, studies, activities & finances. I went thru depression very alone. He did not bring the kids except few hours over the weekends during that time. I think he will do the same again. I do not want to relapse. what do I do ? I am so afraid and sad.
BTW, he calls me today to make the plans for the holidays & wants to borrow some money from me as if nothing has happened last night. He was very abusive while we were married.
I don't seem to have a rip over anything anymore.
Any suggestions are appreciated. | 
