Well cysters, it's been one hard summer. I think I just need to vent. I really feel like my body is giving up on me. First it was PCOS, then it was my gallbladder that needs to be removed, now I wake up last night with Bell's Palsey, all of this has happened since the end of July! I'm so frustrated with everything, I just don't know wheather to cry or hide or runaway. I have such a supportive boyfriend, two awesome best friends, and a great mother, yet I don't even wanna be around them. It's not bad enough that I'm big, my face breaks out and I may/may not be able to have children, among other things we are all aware of, now the right side of my face does not work. I feel like the hunch back of Notre Dame. I don't think I've been this depressed before. I feel like I'm slippin' down a hole and I just cannot climb out.
Thanks for whoever reads this, I just needed to things off my chest....
*They say God never gives you more then you can handle* Let's hope that's true.....
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Thanks so much for that, I really appreciate it......
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Dear Chubbycheecks,
((((BIGHUGS))))
That is alot to deal with all at once!
Have they figured out why you're having trouble with your face?
That sounds very scary!
Gosh, you have had a tough month! I hope you are on your way to recovery and it will happen very quickly. I had my gallbladder removed. The surgery was a lot easier than the attacks. I feel for ya on those. They are awful. What are the doing for the Bells Palsy. That sounds scarey. Hugs to you, Lendi
Thank you ladies so much for your support, it really means a lot to me....
From what I've been reading, Bell's Palsey is when the nerve that leads to your facial nerves becomes inflammed and that leads to either partial, what I have, or full paralysis. I can still blink my eye and my eye moves like normal, although I can't blink it seprately or squinch when it's sunny, so that's a pain. But right now I have no movement in my cheek, lips, eyebrown, or taste on the right side of my face. It's really frustrating, I had to teach myself how to eat again and I have to use a straw for everything. But I feel alot better today, I got two new kittens to keep me entertained and I have hope and support from everyone, including my dear cysters!!! So right now it's just a wait and see type of thing. My doc is testing me for Lyme disease on Friday, that has been known to cause it. So everyone send out a little prayer that it's not Lyme disease...
Thank you ladies...
All my love!!
Cindy
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Wow! You're dealing with so much right now. I am so sorry you have to deal with so much at once. It's a great thing that you have the support of your family, friends, and BF- and you have your cysters here too!
Hang in there- hope things are better soon!
Aimee
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I just had a couple of twitches on the right side of my face!!! I can even move my cheek a little bit, I mean a tiny tiny bit, but that's more then it's done since Thursday!!!! I'm so excited I had to share it with you all!!!! It's so amazing to hear support from people that you've never even seen or met, it means so much!!!
Thanks again for all the support, you guys have really made me feel happier!!!
Let's pray for more twitching!!!
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That's a good sign, right? I have my fingers crossed for you, Chubbycheeks!
I said a prayer for your recovery. Keep us all filled in on your progress!!
Aimee
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Just a minute, I'm praying now. Ok, consider it done. What wonderful news. I'm so excited for you. You just keep on twitching and keep us posted! Hugs, Lendi
I am sorry you are having to deal with so much.... I know what you are going through with the gallbladder but you will feel much better once it is removed... like lendi said,,, the surgery is so much easier than those attacks... I would do it again in a heartbeat I wish you the best..... I am praying for more twitches for you as well.... I will keep you in my prayers....
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