 Who am I?
WHO AM I?
Bitterness and envy sweep through me,
never felt like this before,
i feel like i'm evil
who am i?
should feel overjoyed,
but just feel jealous
wishing it was me
who am i?
I'm changing,
changing for the worst,
its eating me up and i can't stop it,
its sweeping through my body like a tornado,
its taking my happiness, my heart and my life
i don't know who i am anymore
i don't feel like me, i don't act like me
who am i?
I want to be happy for you,
truly i do,
but all i feel is envy,
i hate this feeling,
and i'm scared,
scared of what sort of person this makes me
scared that feeling like this is standing in my way
scared of being me
sacred of who i am
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Me: 26 DH: 30
D/Cat: Thomas
D/Cat: Charlie-R.I.P
TTC since Jan '06...tried Clomid, Met, O/D & herbal's...ov'd once with Clomid.
Natural AF's:
2006 x 2, 2007 x 2, 2008 x 2.
*June '08...1st IUI....BFN
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*Nov '08...hopefully 2nd IUI...depending on weight loss. | 
