Willow'sMum

Hi everyone,

I hope more people post on this board, dreams are so important to us all ~

I dream at night that I, for one day, can beat my PCOS so that I may run through a field with my precious, energetic daughter without my knees aching under the strain of my weight...

I dream at night that, for one day, I am not nauseated and tired from the medicines I take to control my PCOS...and can give my daughter the witty attention she more than deserves....

I dream at night that my wedding band still fits and isn't sitting in a drawer because of all the weight I have gained from PCOS...

I dream at night that I am not embarrased of my bloated, sagging stomach and drooping breasts and thick legs and that I feel sexy enough inside, in front of my wonderfully supportive husband...to actually leave the lights on....

I dream at night that I don't cringe when my husband reaches to me to touch my face and feels stubble from my facial hair, or that I've forgotten to use my tweezers for the second time each day....

I dream at night that on days that I fail and do go to a fast food restaurant that people don't look at me at 255 on a 5 foot 5 frame and think I am this weight because I only eat fast food.....

I dream at night that I would be thankful even moreso than I am today that I CAN walk, CAN talk, CAN move, CAN think and CAN be alive and not worry so much about what I've just written.....

I dream at night that I am everything to myself that I already am to the Lord.

I dream at night.

Blessings to you all,

Willow'sMum

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lovely...really! u'll get there...we all will one day

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Willow's Mum,

Amen!!!! I'm in agreement and like Joseph (wonderful dreamer boy), his dreams were realized and manifested to the glory of God. I love your poem and that's an understatement. Keep dreaming at night, sweetie. Sweet dreams!!!

Peaceful Journeys,
Linda S.

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