My heart goes out to you... I have walked that path and asked myself the same question of what if I can“t be a mother??? I did all the infertility work, conceived once & miscarried. Grieved and grieved some more... sat with what my life would be like without children... chose adoption and now have a beautiful little girl. Motherhood can come to all that choose. Be open to the possibilities... you never know how or when it will come. Positive thoughts sent your way!!!
I feel the same pain, I think a lot of us do. One of the issues that nags me constantly is what if i go through all the work and medication and mental struggles and in the end I still never become pregnant. This is why i am giving myself a time limit, if in the end I still am not successful I will adopt and go from there....
I don“t like the pill either!!!!!!! Look into some natural supplements. Also, have you thought about seeking therapy of any sort or participating in any meditation to address your eating habits? It seems like you realize the problem but are having trouble finding the means or way to “fix“ it. I know that I have used food as a means to ease my own insecurities, or as a self-destructive tendency... by either eating way too much, or being nearly anorexic in the past.
Also, I have HORRIBLE knees, and pretty weak lungs because of problems in my childhood and exercise induced asthma. A means of exercise that is good for the body AND spirit, and is perfect for any level of fitness, is yoga. I suggest you sign up for a class, or if you aren“t comfortable with that, start out with a yoga video at home! The feeling it provides afterward is indescribably good :-)
Good luck!
P.S. When I found out that I had PCOS officially, with the ultrasound of ovaries and all, I cried for a month straight. You are not alone in the fear of not being able to have children, know that.
I don“t like the pill either!!!!!!! Look into some natural supplements. Also, have you thought about seeking therapy of any sort or participating in any meditation to address your eating habits? It seems like you realize the problem but are having trouble finding the means or way to “fix“ it. I know that I have used food as a means to ease my own insecurities, or as a self-destructive tendency... by either eating way too much, or being nearly anorexic in the past.
Also, I have HORRIBLE knees, and pretty weak lungs because of problems in my childhood and exercise induced asthma. A means of exercise that is good for the body AND spirit, and is perfect for any level of fitness, is yoga. I suggest you sign up for a class, or if you aren“t comfortable with that, start out with a yoga video at home! The feeling it provides afterward is indescribably good :-)
Good luck!
P.S. When I found out that I had PCOS officially, with the ultrasound of ovaries and all, I cried for a month straight. You are not alone in the fear of not being able to have children, know that.
I don“t like the pill either!!!!!!! Look into some natural supplements. Also, have you thought about seeking therapy of any sort or participating in any meditation to address your eating habits? It seems like you realize the problem but are having trouble finding the means or way to “fix“ it. I know that I have used food as a means to ease my own insecurities, or as a self-destructive tendency... by either eating way too much, or being nearly anorexic in the past.
Also, I have HORRIBLE knees, and pretty weak lungs because of problems in my childhood and exercise induced asthma. A means of exercise that is good for the body AND spirit, and is perfect for any level of fitness, is yoga. I suggest you sign up for a class, or if you aren“t comfortable with that, start out with a yoga video at home! The feeling it provides afterward is indescribably good :-)
Good luck!
P.S. When I found out that I had PCOS officially, with the ultrasound of ovaries and all, I cried for a month straight. You are not alone in the fear of not being able to have children, know that.
Womans issues & PCOS 
