stac8454

I'm feeling stressed and I know this is the only place to go where anyone will understand.

I've job-hopped a lot due to not feeling well. I have a really great job now that I love and I want to stay there. It's been a year and a half and it's getting so hard trying to pretend to feel well. Since I've become more comfortable there, I've let it be known (over the last few months) that I don't feel well most of the time.
I got my job review today and I am doing great administratively but got bad comments about my interpersonal communication skills both inside and outisde of the office.

I'm just feeling down... I don't like to socialize because I don't feel well.. It take so much energy to pretend to feel well and I can only do it for a short time and then I am exhausted.

Does anyone else deal with this?

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Stacie
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Married
No children
Age 31
PCOS diagnosed 03/03
Hypertensive Heart disease - dx'd 03/07
Left Ventricular Hypertrophy - dx'd 03/07
Metformin 2000mg/day
Dermatographia (a type of hives, cause unknown)
Longest time gone without AF - 10 months
Fibromyalgia (dx'd 7/07)
Chronic Fatigue Syndrome (dx'd 7/07)
Glutathione/ATP injections :
Pulmonary Obstruction (dx'd 3/5/08)
Inhomogeneous Endometrium (2/08)

lil annie

I do understand what it is like to not feel well most of the time and working full time while you feel that way. I have learned that most people just really do not want to know about how you are feeling. Sad but true. I generally just say I'm fine when asked. It's far better for you to save your vents about how you are feeling for someplace like soulcysters or confide in 1-2 close friends.

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dx: endometriosis 1987
dx: migraines 1989
dx: asthma 2002
dx: recurring kidney stones due to renal calcium leak 2003
dx: rheumatoid arthritis 2004
dx: Sjogren's Syndrome 2004
dx: high blood pressure 2004
dx: suspected lupus 2006 (like I need anything else????)
dx: PCOS 2006
dx: IR 2006
dx: diabetes 2007
dx: positive ANA 2008

Married 1997
Miscarriage 1997, 1999 (twice), 2001
DS born 2000-the joy of my life
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